I have no idea what I'm doing right now. I don't know what to do. None of my plans go through and I am sitting in my house all of the time. I only have one friend and I barely get to see her. She has a lot going on so I understand why she keeps canceling but I feel so sad when I see the messages because I get so excited to see her. We were going to go shopping and I was going to get stuff and we were supposed to go weeks ago but she keeps canceling and canceling again. I never see her two week in a row. I am just stuck here sitting because I have no other friends, and I have no one to talk too. She is the only one who gets me and I have no one else to confide too. I don't have a good home life, my family is horrible and almost every time I see them they are horrible. I have no where to go so I am sitting here all of the time feeling useless doing nothing with my time. And all of the people in my town seem to hate me too so I have no where else to go and I can't go outside. Everyone seems to lie about me and make rumors about me so I can't even make friends.
I want to have a real social life. I want to go outside and make friends and have a boyfriend. And go to concerts and meet the band after and become friends. I want to be in a band and play show and party without drugs and just have a really good time and have a fun life.
I want to go to Las Vegas and see everything there. I want to have fun with my life. I'm pretty sure there are lots of fun things to do there. I want to have a fun life. I want to have a fun time